i would literally melt every time I see his pictures. Gosh, u are so gorgeous!!!
of course he's dreamy!!!
Hadoiiilah.... ade jugak org ensem mcm dia kat dunia nih ekk... Hari-hari saya berdoa supaya dapat boyfriend ensem n tuff mcm dia ni.. ahahhahaah..... ade plak doa bende mcm ni kan? Baik doa dapat Fahrin teros.. kikikiki....
But, some people do say that, my current bf and Fahrin do have some resemblance. Do they really? Were all my prayers being answered?? uhuhuhuhu....
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This I must see~
tang mana yang sama tuh?
rambot?
mata? idong?
telinga???
aku rasa tang janggut kot.. hahah... tapi janggot fahrin ensem lagi kot.. kikikikikiki...
p.s: jeles gak bile org kate muke bf aku mcm artis... muke aku taknak mcm artis jugak ke? hohohho....
Ahaahahahahaha..... I don't celebrate xmas peeps.. chill~ don't get your heads hot for it.
But really, for next year or the year after that, or soon, or whenever, I really really want a few gadgets for myself. Gadgets for my sanyo that is. Gosh, I'm so freaking addicted to my Sanyo aren't I?? I will bury myself alive if i ever break or lost the damn thing! Neways, here are a few things that I want for my Sanyo HD2000:
1. Epoque Underwater Housing
Uses: To film or take photos underwater. Can be used for other sports including skiing, boating, kayaking, and canoeing, as well as shooting in bad weather conditions
Price: RM1500++
2. LED Video Light
Uses: Provide light when shooting or photographing dark areas
Price: RM120 - RM200
3. Camera Stabilizer/ Steadicam
Uses: Reduce shakiness when filming. No shakes even when you are running while shooting! Ain't that cool???
Price: RM400++
4. Polarizer Filter
Uses: Enhance the color of the video or photo.
Price: RM45++
5. Wide Angle Lens
Uses: Widen the view when recording or taking photos. Suitable for outdoor scenery and small rooms
Price: RM150
What have I got myself so far???? well, I have bought myself a 40.5-58 step up ring and 58-58 reversing ring.
40.5 - 58mm step up ring and 58-58mm reversing ring.
WHAT NEXT??? Next, I'm getting myself the wide angle lens that i wanted. When combining the rings and the wide-angle, i will get the extreme wide angle + fisheye effect. uuhhh~ can't wait!
Then, i will get myself the polarizer, so that next time i take photos, i don't have to spend extra time editing the contrast and saturation.
THEN WHAT???? That is a tough ques actually. 1,2, and 3 are all equally important to me. Gosh, which one should I buy first? Do I really have the money to buy them???
I have mentioned before that I stayed at my friend's house last week in Shah Alam. Here are some photos of the places that we went. All photos were taken using my Sanyo HD2000.
Weds baru2 ni, went ice-skating with my frens, and later on watched Hantu Kak Limah Balik Rumah (ryhmes rupenye!). Serious, pecah panggung tgk cerita tuh..
Memang xmengecewakan pelakon2 dia. Tapi lagi best kalau ade que haidar n ac mizal. tapi nak wat cmne, katenye mereka da tinggalkan kampung pisang untuk bekerja di Kl.. haha...
Hussin (Awie) balik Kg Pisang lepas 3tahun lebih bekerja di Singapore. Bile dia sampai rumah dia je, dia cam pelik tgk perangai jiran dia, Kak Limah. Dok tepi tingkap sensorang, rambut mengerbang xhengat, n bile ditanya xmo cakap. Hanya asyik nyanyi lagu Enjet-enjet semut. Bile Hussin nak tidur malam tuh, Kak Limah tetibe muncul sebelah dia. Ape lagi, lari lintang pukang la Hussin ke warung Pak Jabit.
Apabila orang kampung siasat, diaorg jumpe mayat Kak Limah yang mereput dan berulat (yucks) kat dalam rumah Kak Limah. Lepas mayat ditanam, everyone thought it was over, but they thought wrong. Hantu Kak Limah terus mengacau kampung mereka. Pak Jabit yang memang bengang ngan Hussin sebab putuskan pertunangan dengan anak dia Che Nin(Umie Naziera) tuduh Hussin pembawa bala. So, org kampung call bermacam2 jenis bomoh untuk hapuskan hantu Kak LImah, but all fail. Ade satu scene lawak where bomoh seru hantu kak limah, tapi hantu TETEK yang muncul.. haha.. cm syial jeh! wa gelak gile bai time tuh.. kikikiki...
Igt tak masa cerita Zombie Kampung Pisang, ade sorang budak laki yang keje dia tembak zombie? Ha, he's in this movie as well.. Da besar da dia. Masa hantu Kak Limah tengah percubaan untuk melompat dari bumbung rumah, budak ni shot her leg and she fell to the ground. BERDARAH. rupa-rupanya hantu Kak Limah bukanlah hantu sebenar. dia rupa-rupanya saket mental dan terlepas dari hospital bahagia. Hantu sebenar adalah Che Nin. Jeng..jeng.. jeng...
Best cite ni actually. Banyak mesej yg Mamat Khalid cube nak sampaikan. mesej yg sampai kat aku adalah:
1. Kita orang melayu ni terlampau busy body!
2. Walaupun duduk sekampung/setaman/setempat, tapi tidak pernah amek tau kebajikan jiran-jiran sekeliling.
3. Masyarakat kita terlampau cepat sgt percaya kepada tahyul mahyul.
4. Orang yang ade kelulusan setakat SPM juga boleh maju.
5. Kita xley nak harapkan subsidi kerajaan semata-mata. Kita perlu usaha beb!
6. Kalau kita igt kat orang tuh, org tu mesti igt kat kita (untuk mereka yang dah kembali ke rahmatullah)
7. ce cite!ce cite! ce cite! typical malays! haha
8. Bomoh banyak menipu.Plawok!Plawok!Plawok!Plawok!
Ade lagi la msg pasal politik n etc, tapi tak igt dah.. haha...
all in all, i give this movie 4.5 out of 5! terbaek dari ladang wokk...
one word to describe it. TERBAIK! (dari ladang)... haha
last friday (17th Dec) i went to Shah Alam, stayed at my bestie's house for a week.
i must say, we spent the time wisely. habis kitorg explore semua pelosok dunia. mentang2 la ade Garmin sekarang kan.. haha.. kompem xsesat babe..
we went karaoke, dinner at some cool places, ice skating, zoo negara and many more. And on top of that, my 'fahrin ahmad' was also there! means, i got to spent my week with two people that i love! it was the best.
Nanti-nanti la aku upload photos. xde mood nak edit lagi.
Dari malam tadi aku dok layan lagu ni.
Toki - Hampa.
Mula2 dengar mp3, sambil sing along to the song.
Tak cukup dengan tuh, carik kat utube version karaoke plak.
Nasib baek ade!
Ape lagi, layan karok la beb!
Pakai headphone, volume up, n jerit sepuas hati..
Layannnnnnn~~~ sumpah aku rase puas....
rase mcm bebetol kat pusat karok!
Harini, on laptop, sambung layan lagi lagu ni...
Malam tadi sempat aku download video tu, so today xpayah bukak utube dah...
Dah ade dalam lappy. Bile2 mase boleh karok!!! hahahahahah
Aku tak tau kenapa aku suke gile lagu nih.. melody dia best.
Walaupun lirik dia xde kaitan langsong dengan jiwa aku skang. Tapi aku suke.
Layannnn~
Malas nak cakap panjang.
Aku rase Ngangkung deserve 3.5 star from aku.
Kenapa?
well, cerita dia best. Lawak mmg lawak la.. Kudos to Metrowealth.
Mmg pecah perot, pecah panggung...
Shaheizy Sam mmg xmengecewakan. Azad Jazmin has just become one of my fave actors. Slame ni asyik tgk dia blakon film loghat utara ja, it's nice to see a change of wind. Best bro lakonan dia. haha..Angah Raja Lawak? well, i never really like him. So, biase2 jela bagi aku.
Kenapa aku tak bagi full stars?
Well, to me, mimick muka some of the actors, terlampau OVER! which i don't like to see in movies... so xnampak real... so xdpt la full stars
But i do give kudos to the moral values in the movie.. Sangat tinggi nilai moral dia. Respect la cite ni.. Complete package. Lawak + Berilmu + Beriman + Beramal.. ahaha.. apekah?
It's all about trust
Without it u won't go far
It's all about trust
Without it.... without it, love is just plain love.
Love needs trust.
To love someone, one needs to learn to trust
One needs to realize the importance of trust
One needs to know how to trust
One needs to learn how to trust
One really needs to learn how to trust.
One needs to know how much it hurts the partner when they feel they can't be trusted
And seriously, it really hurts.
How is love without trust?
It's like living in a world without air.
It;s useless.
The love is pointless.
What will happen with love without trust?
Same thing will happen with living in a world without air.
People will die. Love will die.
Trust is very very important in a relationship. Don't jump to conclusions about your partner. Everything can be settled if both just sit down and discuss about it...nicely. No harms done.
Kes kali ni dasyat. Dasyat sebab melibatkan bakal guru. Nak jadikan cerita, bukan seorang punye angkara. Tapi 2! Manusia..manusia... Nak buang anak pon ajak kawan ke? Terok betol.
Nak dijadikan cerita.. Al-kisahnya...
Pada suatu hari, si A yang perotnya tengah sarat berkata kepada si B, "Aku rasa masanya dah tiba! it's coming!". B pon mengalami perasaan yang sama tentang anaknya. Betol2 kuat chemistry mereka berdua ni.. beranak pon nak serentak.
Nak dijadikan cerita, mereka sedang berada di dalam campus time tuh. So, mustahilla nak keluar and masa semakin suntuk. So, mereka berdua bergegas ke toilet yang terdekat iaitu di Gym. Baru bukak pintu toilet gym about 2 inches, mereka nampak ade seorang student perempuan dalam tuh. Si A berkata lagi, "Line xclear la sini, xley jadini, kita kene carik tempat lain cepat! aku serious da xtahan!". B menjawab, "Alah, peduli ape, dia sorang je, belasah jela kat sini". A balas, "Mana bole! kantoi la nanti!"..
Lalu mereka pon bergerak dengan pantasnya ke Blok Pentadiran yang terletak tidak jauh daripada gym. Mereka menapak ke tingkat satu blok tersebut dan terus menuju ke toilet. Malang sungguh nasib mereka, ketiga-tiga pintu toilet di tingkat itu tertutup rapat menandakan ada penghuni. A dan B sudah berpeluh, anak-anak mereka mungkin sudah tidak sabar untuk melihat dunia. Tanpa membuang masa, A terus keluar daripada toilet dan menapak satu tingkat lagi. Alhamdulillah, nasib mereka baik, toilet kosong, tidak berpenghuni. Mereka pun masuk dan berjaya melahirkan anak mereka.
Usai melahirkan, flush ditarik dan masing-masing keluar dengan muka yang lega. Akhirnya, berjaya juga mereka melepaskan hajat selepas berpusing-pusing di kampus mencari toilet yang kosong.. Kasihannnn.... Nak o'ok pon susah... huhuhuu...
Maybe some of you don't think a movie worths a drive that long, but hey, i'm studying in Kualal Terengganu and the nearest entertainment i have is 2hours and 30mins away from me ok? Well, maybe i'm a bit exaggerating, there are other entertainment here in K.T but, the nearest cinema is really 2.5 hours ok..quite far, but when u r driving with the person u love *ehem ehem**, didn't feel that far.. in fact! i can go there every weekend if i wanna.. haha...(but who's going to pay for the petrol tho??? -_-
Basically, today, we went out.. from K.T, we drove (well, he drove) all the way to Kerteh to watch movie at Mesra Mall. We watched THE OTHER GUYS. Seriously, the movie was really really really really funny!! i'm not kidding ya! it really was! i laughed my head off all the way thru the movie. And, the most amazing thing happen, he who would always fall asleep in movies, did not, i repeat, DID NOT fell asleep this time. That proves how funny the movie was. ha.ha.ha.
the one and only cinema in terengganu. TGV
After movies, our tummies were grumbling and playing rock songs, so we decided to have our late lunch at Pizza Hut. I was eager to try the new recipe, what was it called? Extreme Cheese or something like that. haha.. I was quite surprise with the treatment and service i got from the workers there. They were like, MAKAN GAJI BUTA or something... gosh man, WE PAID FOR THE SERVICE TAX U KNOW!!! they were very slow in doing their work, and they served without a smile, and were kinda rude! they even ignored us when we asked a favour. Gosh, and the new pizza, it was not that great anyway... it taste, if out of 10, i give a 5.. it was a so-so.. nothing special.
enjoying the not so specially delicious pizza
After lunch, we went home. On our way, we had a pit stop at Rantau Abang. Gosh, the beach is beautiful there! the waves were huge tho, maybe coz it was gonna rain.
It's so ironic isn't it.. You have been friends for so long, and yet, when it comes to honesty, you failed to do so. When your friend did something wrong, you don't have the courage to tell them nor to correct them. Yet you choose to talk behind them, say bad stuff and mock them. You go and tell others, you don't like what they did. In front of them, you act normal, as if nothing happened, as if you are their best friend.. Is this fair? Is this how you want to life for the whole of your life? Is this what you call true friendship? If you can't depend on your friend to be honest, than who can u rely on? You may say family, but dear readers, emotionally, friends are a part of family. You know why? because u have spent so much time and shared so much memories with them and they are like family to you.
I know, being honest can sometimes be very difficult when the issue could end your relationship. But that is the whole point, truth does hurts!Being honest with your friend becomes a tug of war of morals and salvaging what you are afraid to unveil. But there is actually a way to tell the truth and being honest.
1. Honesty is the baseline- when you want to confront, be respectful to your friend and phrase your sentence nicely and politely. Or, just be casual!
2. Remind your friend that you are doing this because you respect them, and not because you want to conspire against them. Also, you want them to change for the better.
3. Respect the way your friend accept your comment. DO NOT JUDGE THEM BY THEIR RESPONSE TO YOUR COMMENT! If they want to be mad or upset, LET THEM! Because, being a good friend is being honest and be there when the honesty was blown to their face.
Bottom line here is, if your friend did something wrong, correct them. They maybe don't realize it. Like the old saying goes, one's mistakes can only be seen by others. All you need to do is talk! words can be really powerful. If you continue talking behind their backs and keeps planning conspiracy, then nothing will be solve, matter will just get worse!.
Why go and tell everybody you don't like their actions, when the solution is just go and tell them?
What more to say? the title says it all.. haha
4 wonderful weeks of relaxing and lepaking in my own home sweet home.. baiti jannati..
Tonight i'll be going back to hell, for idk, say 2months of torture till the next upxoming holiday. Gosh, 2 months is such a looonng time. But hey, I'm gonna fill it up anyways, i always do. I got all my lovely friends, my deary lover, and enemies to entertain my life.. ahahaha..
So, how did i spent my 4 weeks of heaven? Well, for a start, I went to Puchong to babysit my lil cousin,Khalif, for a day, and i got RM50 for that. Woohoo! Then, came back home, and help Qila with the preparation for her sister's wedding, Kak Mona. And, joyfully, babyboi was there too.. heehee. happy.happy.happy moments!
The next week, before he went back to Marang, the four of us went to watch movie together. well guessed, we watched the most famous movie of the week, the most talked about: LAGENDA BUDAK SETAN! ahahahaha... nice movie it was. although the dialogues are a bit funny when it supposed to be sad.
we went to Johnny's after the movie.lol.
When he left, well, it felt like haven left with him. I had absolutely nothing else to do. Just stayed in my house and went online for 24hours. haha. Well, that's just being hyperbole.. everyday my routine would be: wake up, do some cleaning, cook, online, watch tv, online... ahahaha...(what's my point?)
The next week, my family went shopping at KL for my bro who's going to further his studies at uitm segamat. So he need some new clothes and whatsoever. it was rather boring shopping for him. haha.. the best part was, it was my first time driving in KL.woohoo! we stayed in puchong and we got lost on our way back.. ahaha.. but eventually, we found the route after a bit past an hour on the road. Next day we went to IOI mall, and played bowling and watch KARATE KID. awesome movie. enjoyed it till the last minute! ily jaden smith! haha.. such a cute boi he was.
I also bought a software dvd consists of several video editing software for RM12. Unfortunately, when i got home, and tried to install ulead videostudio(one of the softwares), it didn't work! n i tried another one, and another one, and another one, and it all wont work! damn! have been sabotaj! haha.. i got really pissed off and cursed the man who sold it to me. i can't return it to him coz he's all the way back in puchong and i'm back in rembau. damn u. So, i went to Terminal 1 and bought another cd. this time, it's just one software per cd. the lady said, " usually, one dvd per few softwares, never work". OK, thanks for that info lady. This time, i managed to intall it. woohoo!~ (again?). Now, i am ready to start my video editing! i have a few ideas in mind. heeheheehehe....just wait haaa....
Bila lelaki benar-benar jatuh cinta dan setia pada kekasihnya dengan ikhlas,perubahan sikapnya amat mengejutkan. Hati lelaki yang dianggap keras selama ini, tiba-tiba secara semulajadi menjadi selembut kapas apabila sudah jatuh cinta dengan relanya. Bahkan lelaki yang mabuk cinta sanggup berkorban dan buat apa sahaja untuk kekasihnya.Sekeras manapun hati lelaki ia akan mengalirkan air mata apabila hatinya dilukai. untuk melihat lelaki menangis amatlah payah.
Diantara tanda-tanda lelaki yang jatuh cinta dengan hebat ialah:
1. Dia bersungguh-sungguh melakukan sesuatu untuk kekasihnya dengan rela bukan kerana terpaksa.
2. Dia sentiasa ingin menghiburkan kekasihnya dan berubah menjadi orang yang kuat bercakap.
3. Dia banyak menasihati kekasihnya kerana dia amat menyayangi kekasihnya.
4. Dia berusaha mengongkong kebebasan kekasihnya kerana perasaancemburunya yang meluap-luap.
5. Dia sentiasa takut kehilangan kekasihnya.
6. Dia sentiasa mengawasi pergerakan kekasihnya kerana dia sentiasa berasa curiga.
7. Dia tidak suka ada lelaki lain rapat dengan kekasihnya.
8. Dia mudah merasa cemburu dan sensitif apabila kekasihnya tidak menumpukan sepenuh perhatian kepadanya.
9. Adakalanya dia seperti seorang anak kecil yang meminta perhatian kerana dia mahu kekasihnya melayannya lebih dari orang lain.
10. Dia menjadi orang yang paling rajin dan sanggup membantu kekasihnya melakukan apa saja.
11. Dia pandai merajuk hati kerana ingin dipujuk oleh kekasihnya.
12. Dia akan mengelabah apabila kekasihnya berjauhan daripadanya terlalu lama.
13. Dia sentiasa mempastikan keselamatan kekasihnya.
14. Dia mementingkan kekasihnya daripada dirinya sendiri.
15. Dia kerap bertanya adakah kekasihnya mencintainya kerana dia merasa kasihnya lebih kuat daripada kekasihnya.
16. Dia tidak akan melayan perempuan lain yang tidak ada urusan penting dengannya.
17. Dia cuba meluangkan lebih banyak masa dengan kekasihnya walaupun terpaksa menunggu kekasihnya dengan sabar.
18. Dia membanggakan kekasihnya di depan orang lain.
19. Kalau ditinggalkan oleh kekasihnya, ia akan berasa serik dan tidak percaya dengan cinta perempuan lain namun dia sentiasa mengharap kekasihnya kembali kepadanya.
20. Apabila timbul orang ketiga, dia akan hilang akal dan sanggup berbuat apa saja untuk merebut kembali kekasihnya.
21. Dia menganggap kekasihnya sebagai orang yang paling dipercayainya dan sanggup menyerahkan harta walaupun nyawanya sendiri.
22. Dia tidak akan berlaku curang kepada kekasihnya namun jikalau dia dia berbuat demikian itu bererti hatinya belum 100 peratus mencintai kekasihnya.
23. Bukan semua lelaki sanggup menitiskan airmata hanya untuk seorang perempuan.
Hari ini isnin. Semalam ahad. pandai aina. pandai. semalam aku naik bas. balik terengganu. dari rembau. eh, seremban. aku tido sepanjang masa. dkt bahau, ade sorang akak n anak dia kecik dok sebelah aku. aku wat bodo. sambong tido. ngantok. sampai keratong, benti makan. aku sambong tido. akak tu turun. anak dia tinggal kat dlm bas. tido. tibe2 anak dia bangon. mcm nak nangis, tp xnangis. tapi cari mak dia. aku kate "mak ade, kat bawah tgh makan. adik dok sini ehh". dia dgr ckp. dia dok diam. tapi muke resah. xlama pastu, mak dia naik.
Mula lah sesi berborak dengan akak itu. dia gelarkan diri dia kak Ti. rupa2nya dia janda. Umor baru 30 taon. aku terkejut. dia sangat open bercerita dengan aku. aku layan je la. pengalaman baik punya! dia ade anak 3. paling tua umor 10taon. exhusband dia 32taon. hubby dia curang dekat dia. hubby dia driver bas express dari terengganu ke kl. mula2 keje ok. everytime balik, bagi duit kat isteri. lama2, isteri smell something fishy. bau kat badan laki, bau perfume lain. duit pon da xbagi. rupe2nye da ade pompuan lain kat kl. cis. mintak kawen 2. kak Ti kata, ceraikan dia. Kak Ti xnak bermadu. macam tu je dia cakap. xde pujuk rayu lansong ke hubby dia. wowh. dia cerita kat aku pon tanpa perasaan sedih.
Banyak tips aku dapat dari dia pasal laki. Huhu.. suke! Dia kata:
1. Jangan percaya pada lelaki yang menangis mahukan anda. Itu dusta
2. Jangan merayu pada lelaki kalau dia ade perempuan lain. Biarkan...
3. Jangan terima balik lelaki yang pernah menduakan kita. Dia akan mengulanginya
4. Jangan mudah mengalah. Bila laki tinggalkan kita, itu bukan akhir dunia.
5. Teruskan hidup. Jadikan perkara lalu sebagai pengajaran.
Kak Ti kata, lepas mereka cerai, hubby dia ade pernah nak baik balik dgn dia. Kate rindula, menyesallah, tapi Kak Ti tau, itu sume dusta. Bak kata dia " laki ni dik, mereka menyesal kejap je, bile mereka rindu, mereka datangla carik kita, yelah, da lama xtido dgn kita kan, bile da dapat nnt, mule la buat perangai lama balik"... sungguh dasyat sekali.. Dia jugak cakap, mase mula2 nak ajak kak Ti kawen, nangis bagai nak rak. Last2 skang, sanggup tinggalkan Kak Ti demi seorang perempuan yang baru dikenal. Oh lelaki...
Sekarang ni Kak Ti xbekerja. dia ngn anak2 dok dgn parents Kak Ti. Aku tgk hidup dia sgt bahagia bersama anak2. Dia sangat sempoi. Macam xde masalah ape pon. Aku sangat pandang tinggi pada perempuan macam Kak Ti. Dia tak "mati" selepas satu kegagalan. Kalau satu hari nanti aku jadi macam dia, aku harap aku dapat jadi sekuat dia.
Khamis, 25 Mac - Seorang pelajar institut pendidikan guru kampus dato razali ismail naik berang apabila jurnal yg dipinjam bukanlah jurnal yang diminta. Pelajar perempuan tersebut yang kini di tahun kedua pengajiannya naik angin di kaunter pinjaman perpustakaan kampus tersebut apabila pustakawan di situ gagal memberi jurnal yang diminta setelah 3 hari menunggu. Berikut adalah keterangan jujur mangsa tersebut :
Mangsa: Saya nak pinjam jurnal matematik untuk assignment saya. Sistem dekat kampus ni, kalau nak pinjam jurnal, kene isi borang, then tunggu at least 2 jam untuk librarian cari jurnal tuh. So, tengah hari selasa tuh about 1p.m, saya isi borang... saya isi berdasarkan ape yang tertulis dekat borang tu la :nama jurnal, tahun, volume. Then saya hantar kepada librarian disitu, known as akak kerek. Dia tgk borang saya, dia xcakap apa2.. Saya tanya, "bile bole dapat?" Dia kate "esok lah, harini makcik tu takda nak amik journal awak"..tanpa sebarang senyuman.. akak kerek pon sambong layan youtube dia.. Xperlah, saya pon tunggu esoknya.. Saya pergi library lagi sekali. Saya tanya akak di kaunter tu (bukan akak kerek), "semalam saya ade nak pinjam jurnal..bla3".. akak tuh pon bagila jurnal kat saya... turns out, jurnal yg dia bagi, bukan yg saya mintak.. Saya pon cakap la dekat akak tuh macam tuh, n then dia kate, "xperlah, maybe makcik tuh tersalah amik kot, adik dtg balik esok ye".. Saya tarik nafas dalam2.. demi jurnal tuh... saya tunggu keesokannya...
So, esoknya, saya datang lagi dengan harapan yang tinggi. Kali ni, makcik yang disebut2 selama ini yang jaga kaunter, bersama dengan akak kerek. Saya minta jurnal saya pada makcik tuh.. Makcik tu berkata, "adik salah isi nih, patutnya adik xpayah tulis nama jurnal ni sume, adik tulis nombor yg tertera dekat senarai jurnal tu je.. adik isi borang balik, ahad nnt adik dtg balik ambik".. masa tuh saya xdapat control lagi dah... saya tinggikan suara "kenapa xbagitau semalam? makcik tau x saya dah 3hari ulang alik semata-mata jurnal nih? sekarang saya kene tunggu hari ahad pulak?"... kesian makcik tuh saya marah dia.. tp saya sgt hangen! Tiba2 akak kerek yang dari tadi memerhati sound saya balik, " yang awak nak marah2 ni kenapa? awak sedar x awak cakap dengan siapa? ape pangkat awak nak marah2? kenapa xbole cakap baik2 mcm orang lain?"... ehhh, akak ni lebey2 plak dia..tp saya sedar kesalahan saya.. saya pon cakap, "ok2, saya mintak maaf, tapi saya da tunggu jurnal ni lame dah.. macammana sekarang?".. makcik tu mmg baik, " xpelah, adik isi balik, pukul 12 ni adik dpt jurnal adik"... masa tuh pukul 11.30. dalam hati saya, saya kate "bole pulak dapatkan awak.. nak tunggu mengamuk dulu ke?"... pape je lah.. Pukul 12, saya datang balik kaunter, makcik tu hulurkan jurnal.. malangnya, lagi sekali, ia bukan jurnal yg saya minta.. Makcik tu kata "adik salah tulis nombor kot".. tp bile ak bawa senarai jurnal tu pada makcik, ternyata saya tulis nombor yang betol.. So, makcik tu pergila cari jurnal saya balik. kali ini berdasarkan nama, tahun, dan volume yang saya tulis masa hari selasa dulu. Finally, jumpa!!!
Conclusionnya di sini, memangla sistem library cari jurnal ikot nombor, tapi xbuat double check lepas da cari journal tuh? rujuklah pada title yang saya da tulis tuh, parallel ke x... nih, bile saya da tulis nombor dengan betol pon, masih dapat jurnal yang salah.. Last2, cari ikot nama jugakkan... Kalau dari hari rabu tu da tau saya tulis borang saalah, kenapa x rujuk nama jurnal yg saya da bagi? bole je jumpe kan jurnal tuh... xpayah susah2 saya nak hangen dekat library tuh...Ternyata dan terbukti, cari jurnal ikot nama pon bole jumpa... I rest my case.
Begitulah panjang lebar luahan hati mangsa jurnal tersebut. Semoga hidup beliau lebih tenang selepas ini.
Ps: Librarians ramai, tapi sorang je yg bole carikan journal.. Dan dalam 4 orang librarian yang saya tanya, seorang pon xreti guna mesin fotostat di deoan kaunter mereka. Mereka tidak mengambil sebarang insiatif pon untuk belajar menggunakannya.. Masa yang terluang digunakan untuk online facebook nak youtube. Dunia.. Dunia... Siapalah saya untuk persoalkan kerja mereka.. Apalah pangkat saya kan, akak kerek?
can u believe it? dis is the first time i have ever arrived this early at this hell on earth. usually i would choose to arrive on Sunday dawn, but this time arrived on Friday dawn which is 2 days early!! N my friends keep questioning me "Asal ko balik awal sgt dow?".. If i look the status of people in facebook, mostly they said "xnak balik maktab, nak dok kat umah bole", "huwaaa, nape kene balik".. etc. But me, i'm here already.. hahahhaha... stupid girl.
this is not all i want to talk about. i was rushing yesterday to go to senawang, pak uda's house. needed to go there coz my mum couldnt send me to terminal2 - busy with tuition. so when i arrived at pak uda's house, i suddenly remembered something. I LEFT MY GORILLA ON THE TABLE!!!!!! damn!damn!damn!!!!!
my pistol arrived by post on 8th March 2010.. i was in Keratong that day, so after school, i drove with my friends to Rembau. it was a 2hr drive along the bumpy long and winding road. but all that didn't bother me.. I just want my pistol.. huhuhu... i was soooo excited.. i waited a week for it. hahahhahha... i can't believe i actually bought a pistol.. dah dpt pistol, i found myself so hard to stop shooting people.. hahaha.. i love shooting people! feel the thrill!
now i have my pistol, i feel like something is missing... so last saturday, i went to KL and bought a gorilla.. huhuhu... now, the set is complete. pistol and a gorilla.. perfect! i can now shoot with no worries.. hoooraaayyy~
here are pictures of my beloved pistol and gorilla.
So far, PBS kali ni is the best one ever... n ever soooo TIRING!!! everyday full of activity! first time kot tinggalkan kenangan mural dekat sekolah..best sangat2.. xtau cmne nak ckp in sentences.. THANK YOU SK BUKIT SEROK for having me! huhu...
MONDAY (8.3.10):
it was the perhimpunan rasmi day.. n we had to introduce ourself. i was the last one to introduce.. the students looked so puzzled when i said "salam 1 malaysia".... haha..
after the assembly, we met with the GB.. He introduced us with our mentor, Puan Sabariah. she had been a great help while we were there.
about 12.15p.m we entered an English class to observed how the teacher teach. We entered a year4 class and the teacher was Mr Zainal. The students are very3 weak.. i mean, VERY! teachers yang ajar dekat class tuh have to have patience yang sgt tinggi! u teach them a new word, xsampai 3minit, mereka da lupe dahh...there ares till those who cant read and write. they are going to take the UPSR in 2 years time, n they are still weak in 3M. There's not much the teachers can do.. They can't even to BM correctly. Some just dont even recognize letters. they just write down what they see on the board. They will keep rubbing off what they write until the outcome is the same as what is on the board.. And they are very lurus bendul. Teacher needs to give very detailed instruction for the students to follow. tak tau nak describe macammana... tapi sangat kesian when i look at them.
TUESDAY (9.3.10):
Entered a moral class to observed the teacher. maybe this is the first time the teacher did a set induction, coz the students seem so unfamiliar with the role play activity. they were sooo shy..
After the class, helped Alina with her PJ assignments.. ukur2 budak2 kecik... susahnye handle bebudak kecik yang kurang listening skills.. but they are fun to work with. i taught them songs.. huhu.. and they really love songs. . the boys were a bit naughty..but aren't all boys are like that?.. what else did i do that day? i cant remember... oh yeah, about 11am we went to the open hall to listen to gotong royong taklimat which will be held on wednesday. the four of us kene jage kelas..ouch!
WEDNESDAY (10.3.10):
7.45 am: tunas KRS. En Fadizal kate nak bagi kami aktiviti untuk dibuat dengan budak2 tuh, tapi sampai ke sudah, xde bagi pape pon. So, kami pon pepandai sendiri leee.... So, we took them to the EteMs room, and asked them to sing the KRS song.. only 2-3 students know the song. So for the whole hour, we teach them to sing the song. I wrote the lyrics on the board, and the students copied. Disebabkan dorang ni slow, so it tooked a while. Tak kisahlah, janji dapat habeskan in one hour.
around 9am: i went to 4B class, nak kumpulkan murid2 coz nak bawak g bilik kesihatan untuk diukur. took me about 15minutes to gather all of them. susah betol! then, smp kat bilik kesihatan, dorang ni xreti dok diam! da la aku n ekin je jaga, before this, 4orang tapi alina n mas ade keje lain they have to do, so tinggal aku n ekin... sgt susah!!! dorang jenis xmakan saman... sesuka hati kua bilik, jalan sana, jalan sini, buat kawan seniri nangis...aku abes ukur 23 students around 11 lebey... penat giler...
then i have to take them back to class and look after them till 1.15 coz cikgu2 dia tgh gotong royong with parents bersihkan kawasan sekolah.. penat wehh jaga dorang.. their english teacher gave them work to do. Their work was just copy what ekin wrote on the bpard. sounds simple, tapi mampu buat ekin pening menjaga mereka.. hahaha.. kesian ekin.. aku xlarat nak layan, so aku g kelas sebelah, 4A. this is the clever class. jurang IQ between these classes sgt besar. in 4A, semua can read and write, and they understand english. But, even they are clever, if they go to town schools, their level are not more than a Year 3 student. Tapi xkisahlah.. janji aku senang nak bekeje dgn dorang. So we played a game of HANGMAN, everyone enjoyed it. So everything went well..
THURSDAY (11.3.10)
Hari yang dinanti-nantikan... Hari we present our ABM to the teachers. First up was Ekin n Alina with the Year 2A students. Everything went well, but like i said, these kids are lack of listening skills. They follow the instuction but not fully, they love to play, but didnt know what they were playing. Then we took a 30min break and it was me and Mas' turn with the year 1A students. our game was based on basic addition. simple.. we played the game, everybody enjoyed it, the teachers even fascinated by the cards that we made. They were wandering what the cards we made of because magnets are attracted to them. Hohohoho.. i'm soooo proud.
Around 11, we went to the wall that Puan Sabariah appointed to us. Our task: buat mural! nasib baik sikit je yang kene dibuat.. the title was "ukuran panjang", and there were only 4formulas. glad! pagi tuh =, kami just lakar je kat dinding, n around 4.30pm, we went to skool,to paint the mural. 6.30, sume siap!
FRIDAY (12.3.10):
Sambutan Maulidur Rasul!!!! relaxx~~~~~ pagi berarak skett... i took some video.. then sume bekumpul dekat open hall, n ade sedikit ceramah... ok laaahhh....
Overall, fun PBS! great experience! terasa cabaran guru di pedalaman... huhuhu... tp i liked it! rase macam nak posting kat pedalaman je nanti... huhuhu
Aku tak tahu kenapa manusia ni kejam sangat...
Dah cukup besar ke kita nak aniaya makhluk lain?
Tinggi sangat ke kasta kite nih sampai xboleh lihat makhluk lain bahagia?
Kenapa laaaaaa ade jugak insan-insan yang tidak berperikemanusiaan wujud kat dunia nih...
Ape dosa kucing tuh kat ko wehhhh!!!! sampai ko nak conteng badan dia!!!!! BRENGSEKK sungguh!!! Aku keji betol dengan manusia2 yang belagak hebat dengan menyeksa binatang nih laaaaa..... Kucing tu xsalah la bodoh!!!! Tuhan bagi kite akal untuk berfikir.. mane baik, mane burokkkk!!!!!!! Ape kepuasan yang ko dapat dengan menyiksa binatang??? Pick on someone your own size laaaaa.... Coward fool!!!
Nasib baik aku xtau siapa yang buat kucing tuh macam tuhh... Kalau aku tau, aku conteng muke dia balik!! Asshole betol la... If yang conteng tuh pelajar IPG sendiri, memang xlayak la jadi cikgu... xde sifat penyayang lansong! Kesian tau kat kucing tuhhh!!!!! *Geram*Geram*Geram...
Di suatu petang yang hening, aku sedang bergolek-golek diatas katilku yang empuk namun berselerak..
Kawan-kawan mengajakku pergi ke pasar malam untuk membeli makanan untuk dimakan pada malam itu..
Aktiviti ke pasar malam ini, adalah rutin mingguan dalam hidup kami...
Maka, pada pukul 5.45 petang, kami memulakan perjalanan kami ke pasar malam yang terletak 10minit jauhnya jika berjalan kaki dari IPG.
Sesampai di sana, aku sudah tahu apa yang aku nak beli...
Lalu aku berjalan merentas arus manusia dan menuju ke kedai yang ingin ku tuju...
Kedai Kembar Farid...
Aku membeli laksa penang yang harganya RM2 sebungkus.. laksa dia sedap..tapi tidakla se"pure" penang punye..
Semasa berlegar-legar, aku terlihat orang menjual ABC yang sangat sedap... Lalu aku pon beli.. Aku berkata kepada makcik itu , "Makcik, nak extra manis ye".. Aku tersenyum...
Usai membeli belah, kami pon berangkat pulang...
Aku berjalan dengan laju sekali di hadapan kerana cuaca amat panas...Aku bimbang ABC ku akan cair...
Maka, aku berjalan bersama Ali di depan, manakala Ieja dan Mas ketinggalan 40meter di belakang..
Sedang aku berlenggang-lenggang kangkung di tepi jalan, seketul basikal ala-ala BMX lalu disebelahku...
Seorang remaja lelaki berumur dalam lingkungan 13-14 tahun, dengan tiba-tiba meluku dahi ku...
Aku terpana... Aku tergamam.. Aku hanya mampu menjerit.. "VAVEE!"...
Remaja itu terus mengayuh basikalnya ke depan.. sambil menoleh ke belakang, dia tersenyum mengejek ke arah ku dan berkata.. "Sakit dok, sakit dok?"...
Aku hanya mampu menyumpah seranah remaja itu... Hendak ku kejar, tidak larat.. Dahi ku benjol kemerahan dengan serta merta... Dahi ku terasa sakit.. Tapi tidaklah parah..
Sampai sekarang aku masih bingung dan tertanya-tanya.. Apakah motif remaja itu.. Kenapa aku yang dipilih... Kenapa sial sangat perangai remaja itu.. Tiada adabkah dia? Sewelkah dia? Bangang kah dia?????
Sampai sekarang aku masih belum dapat memaafkan remaja yang tidak ku kenali itu...
Kenapa mataku seperti juling???? Effect kene luku kah????
p.s: Susah betul aku nak tulis dalam BM baku n formal.. bebelit jemari aku type.. hahahaha
According to the arabic meaning, Aina Khalisah is....
Kecantikan mata yang suci. or. Pure, beautiful eyes. Masih lagi ade orang yang nak pertikaikan...
This morning is pretty boring. Kat facebook, no one seems to be online at this hour.
So to fill up my spare time, i went to search for meanings of my name..
Aina: I found 3 origin of my name, Greek, Scandinavia and Arab (of course)
wowh... igt nama aku in Arabic jehh.. huhu...
smalam pergi perjumpaan dengan warden.
Ade ke patot nak suruh kitorg ni tuka blok.. "kembali pada yang asal" katanya.
cipaok.
imagine, those living on the 3rd floor kene hangkut barang2 mereke turun tangga yg berpusing to the ground floor. dah la masing2 da kemas bilik.. memangla maktab akan sediakan transport to move our stuff to the new blok, tapi, kami yg kene berhempas pulas, bawak turun our barang, and bawak naik balik.. N, senang je cakap "kalau tak selesa dalam masa setahun, kita tukar la balik".. ingat ni macam main game the SIMS ke????????????? aku bengang betol la macam nih..
reason dulu boys switch blok dgn girls sebab faktor keselamatan. dulu girls' block selalu kene sexual harass dengan orang2 kampong. siap masok blok lagi tau. ni lagi satu aku xpuas ati. Takde iman, xde agama ke mereka yg sexual harass tuhhh.. xde benda lain ke diaorg nak buat.. cube la wat amal, dari melepak dkt tepi kubur tuhhh...Anyway, kalau kami pindah balik, comfirm kene kacau balik.. xpasal2 ade yg kene rogol nanti.. baru time tuh, warden nak menyesal kehhhh.....
Kami bukan xnak buat aduan, tapi selama nih kami buat aduan, ade perbezaan, perubahan ke yang belaku? jawapannya, TIDAK. Kecurian still belaku, sexual harassment pon.. Nak adu pasal kerosakan kat bilik pon, berbulan2 baru ade orang datang baiki.
Lecturer aku pernah berkata, "Kalau kita bukan dari bidang tersebut, kita jangan persoalkan kerja orang dalam bidang itu buat".
Jadi, haruskah kami biarkan saje pemindahan ini belaku, dimana we cant see the rational???
one more thing, before i sign off, kalau betol pon nak pindah, kenapa tak dibuat at the end of sem? bila semua orang dah pack their things.. bukannya bile kite semua dah settle in macam nih... ini bukan buat 2 kerja lagi dah... ini buat 3,4,5,6,7 kerja!