tied with them

monday.cuti isra' mikraj.in front of my laptop.


my family angkat just called...
they are coming this afternoon...
aduhh..
hahahha....

i dont know whats the best expression to give.. its not that im not happy to have them around.. its just that, i dont know what to talk about when with them.. speechless c... they have their own dialect.. its sooo hard to understand what they are saying taw! nasib baik ade alina.. she's my translator.. huhhuhuhuh... segan la plak nak soh diaorg repeat what they just said kan.. hmmm... n on top of that, they have their way of thinking.. i dont know what type of jokes will crack them up.. im afraid they dont understand what im talking about... ha, one more thing, they are coming with durians!! gosh man, its not that i dont appreciate all their efforts, but i had enough already of the fruit.. i have taken in soooo much already... im up to the limit where i get sick just by looking at its state... huhuu.. that bad huh... but all this feelings, i cant show to them.. i have to act like im enjoying every minute when with them... gosh man, i sound soooo cruel.. like they are so bad.. i should be thankful to have family angkat sooo nice like those people... but they are just toooo ...hmmm wats the word... to teruja? semangat?? hahahhahhaha... other foster families x macam ni pown... hahahahaha...

they always ask us to visit them back in panchur merah.. i dont mind going back once in a while.. but once we go, they will keep asking us to go back.. huhuhu... the problem is, im bored there... there is nothing i can do.. da la kene bangun awal.. imagine, i usually wake up late when it's the weekends, but there, i have to wake up as early as 7! its hard fo me taw! n its very hot there during the day.. i will be sweating like a pig there everytime i go.. haha... there is no entertainment.. 2 days there, is like complete boredom.. sometimes bile balik, xde air plak tuhh... i feel so... uncomfortable..water is our basic needs... without it, susah laahhh...

kejam ke aku luahkan semua nih?

the house back in panchur merah.